lcb

the older i get the more i appreciate silence. 

i want to multi-task less and focus on one project, and get it right. 

i relish days when i can spend the entirety of my waking hours in pajamas and sleep until the incredibly late hour of 10 a.m.

these are things a younger me took for granted.

these are things an older me feels wise for appreciating.

I’m going to stop blogging about what I’m going through personally here. I’ll likely shift to blogging about food, cooking and baking instead…which is a huge interest of mine and something I’ve been wanting to do for a long time. 

I think it’s more important to journal privately about the emotions I’m going through right now. We can all bond over break ups and jealously, the feeling like you might never get over someone. And the internet doesn’t need my voice on that anymore I don’t think. 

Thanks to each of you who have followed along as I navigate this journey. And I hope you’ll stay tuned as I retool this to a new, fresh approach. 

xo
lcb 

ethereal, adj. 

You leaned your head into mine, and I leaned my head into yours. Dancing cheek to cheek. Revolving slowly, eyes closed, heartbeat measure, nature’s hum. It lasted the length of an old song, and then we stopped, kissed, and my heart stayed there, just like that.

- The Lover’s Dictionary, by David Levithan

gravity, n. 

I imagine you saved my life. And then I wonder if I’m just imagining it. 

- The Lover’s Dictionary, by David Levithan

when people don’t meet your expectations it’s either one of two things:

1. your expectations are too high

2. they weren’t the person you thought they were

there’s really no other way around it.